You're only as free as you let yourself be.

You're only as free as you let yourself be.
my blogs title means forever in hawaiian. its ironic, really, because its the only thing i have no faith in. do you know how badly I wish I believed in “forever”? it really sucks looking into the eyes of the human you love in the most perfect moment you’ve ever experienced, but only being able to say “it’s a shame you’ll be gone soon” in your head. all I can think is of the end and that’s sad, especially because id never let that happen if it were up to me.